Forever Searching For My Tuscan Sun

I watched the movie Under the Tuscan Sun while running on the treadmill today.  Everytime I watch that movie, I want to pack everything and just go to Tuscany.  Too bad I know that those happy endings do not really happen.  How nice it would be to just start over, to find what will make me happy and enjoy life. 
The feeling I seem to constantly have, that something in my life needs to change and things will be better...I have come to realize that feeling will never go away, no matter how many aspects of my existence I try to change.  I either change the wrong things or do not fully change what is necessary.  What needs to change is me.  I need to have faith in myself, I need confidence, I need to be happy with me.